Saturday, July 30, 2011

I will miss you..

I can't put into words what I'm feeling right now. I can't cry. It makes me sad to think I will never see this beautiful creature again, who gave me so much love and affection. In a way, I'm quite happy that his suffering finally ended. I knew he was hurting even though he can't speak. The way he stares at me, I know he was in pain. Seeing him suffer so much, not able to walk properly and puking and urinating on himself, it was killing me. I don't want him to suffer. I just can't bare watching him die slowly. But tonight, I was lucky I got home early. I was the only one home since all of them (my sisters and father) went somewhere. The moment I enter the gate, he cried and I quickly run to him to find him lying on the pavement, his pukes all over his face. I affectionately, wiped his face, made his eyes set to me and see me. I can feel he's glad to see me, maybe for the last time. And he also wanted me to see him, alive for the last time. I have to stop right now. It's getting harder. I don't know...But one thing is for sure, Dingo, came to my life on May 11, 2011, waited for me before he passed away on July 30, 2011. Dingo, I love you so much that I can't put it into words..I
 
DINGO, LOVE YOU!! I WILL MISS YOU!!

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

The Magic Will Never End. ϟ

Forty minutes ago, I saw myself reaching the handrails of the theater, pushing myself out back to the world. For two and a half hours, I let myself enter the world of the wizards and witches. Braising myself for the greatest battle I would ever witness in the next hour. I let myself lost in the oblivion of the Wizarding World, entering for the last time the courtyard of Hogwarts, seeing the familiar faces that bear the logos of the four houses I came to know first when the sorting hat were put into the students' heads for them to be sorted into those four famed house, the weary look of the professors as they prepared to defend the castle from Voldemort and his Death Eaters, the sight of the changed Neville Longbottom trying to lead the students of Hogwarts and is now a far cry from that boy who lost his toad in the Hogwarts Express, worriedly looking for "Trevor", the unassuming look of Luna's face whom I always loved because of her eccentric character (I loved it when she spoke to Harry: "Harry Potter, you listen to me!"), and who would have thought that the young lady whom we first saw as a little girl holding the hands of her mother pointing at Harry Potter on that train station will be our chosen one's better half in the future. People would say Harry Potter is about the trio of Harry, Ron and Hermione but I beg to disagree cause without them, I mean the professors, the Hogwarts students mainly Neville, Luna, and Ginny, Harry Potter will never be the same. I would admit that during the first films, I didn't appreciate them but thanks to Jo Rowlings impressive imagination, she made everyone important, without any of those characters, the effect would not as dramatic as it is. 
As I watched the movie in my balcony seat while putting my hand to secure my 3D glasses won't slide in my face, I had this weird feeling like I was part of the movie. No, it's not about the 3D effect where everything seems to be real, but its more of like being in the movie that I first watched back when I was still 11 years old. It's like all the scenes, the events, all the things that happened in those span of 10 years, after 8 movies and 7 books, it came flashing in my mind. I can't help but reminisce the look at Harry's face the moment Hagrid revealed that he is a wizard and the transformation of that boy to a young brave man who is willing to sacrifice himself for the sake of his friends and those who believed in him. I almost cried when he saw his parents, Lupin and his godfather, Sirius Black after he "died". I can't really remembered the lines cause it felt like everything around me was a blur, but amazingly my heart understand their dialogues that I felt really overwhelmed.

The trio was at their best act ever. I can feel their sense of urgency to destroy those horcruxes and defeat Voldemort once and for all. Well, now there's a twist with Ron and Hermione's blossoming relationship and Harry is as brave and determined as ever to put an end and face Voldemort's in the greatest battle ever in the history of the Wizarding world. The final duel of Harry and Voldemort can only be described in one word. It is just EPIC. It is the greatest way to show the millions of fans who waited this eventful battle to finally happen in the silver screen. I'm just lucky to have lived in this modern world where I can still watch the movies I love after the first time. Right now, I'm simply speechless. Whatever I wrote in here where just a narrative of what I feel. Ron developed from a mere sidekick into a character who complement Harry Potter and an incredible support for Harry. Just imagined Harry without Ron and Hermione. Again, it wouldn't be the same. Hermione on the other hand was as brilliant as she is but in this movie, she also showed her emotional side that we don't usually see in this bright young witch. The intelligence of Hermione and Ron's cleverness complements Harry's bravery. 

I can't believed I just finished watching the last Harry Potter movie. I watched as the movie credits were shown on the screen, feeling lost and confused. In a second,  thought its the end. But as all the  Harry Potter fans says, the Magic will never end. And I can't help but agree. Yes, the movies had just ended but Harry Potter, Hermione, Granger, Ron Weasley and all the HP characters that touched our life will forever be on our hearts. I can imagine my heart now has a tattoo of lightning imprinted on its core. Jo Rowling was right, I could always come back home to Hogwarts to relieve the past, to live the present and to fulfill the hope of the future. As I pushed the door of the theater, I seems like it's the boundary between my world and the Harry Potter world. But I could always come back home, to Hogwarts, and to all my beloved characters. The Magic Will Never End. ϟ

The greatest equalizer.

Heartache is an odd kind of pain because you are not dying.
You are not even sick. You are perfectly fine, yet you hurt so much
that you can't even breath.
You can't sleep and you can't stop the tears from falling.
You may eat too much. You may not eat at all.
Non-smokers light up. Non-drinkers find a bar.
A broken heart is one of the world's greatest equalizer because
it can turn even a sweetest angel into a freaking devil.

Monday, July 18, 2011

This is what I am feeling right now...

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Akala ko ako na yun*

yung feeling na bestfriend lang ang tingin sayo ng taong MAHAL MO.


Boy: Lahat gagawin ko sumaya ka lang
Girl: eh di nga?
Boy: Oo kahit anong hilingin mo .
Girl: Sige kung lahat gagawin mo, dalhin mo sya sakin.
Boy: Sinong sya?
Girl: Eh di sino pa? eh di yung Taong mahal ko?
 ***Boy napakamot sa ulo tas biglang nalungkot***
Girl: Oh bket? ka nalungkot?
Boy: Kse kala ko ako na yung mahal mo. kaya di ako kumikilos.
Girl: Kapal mo eh di ba bestfriend lang kita?
Boy: Ay oo nga pla. Kase sa sobrang sweet mo sakin akala ko tayo eh. Pasensya na ha.!
Girl: Aus lang yun basta wag mo nang uulitin.
Boy: Hehehe( :'( ) cge alis muna ko.
Girl: Oh san ka pupunta?
Boy: Dadalin ko na dito yung mahal mo.
Girl: Sige salamat. I love you. Bestfriend. . .

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Na kahit sampal sampalin mo pa yung sarili mo wala ka namanng magagawa sa desisyon nya. Wala ka nang magagawa. Tapos ang masama pa. Ikaw pa yung sinasabihan nya ng hinanakit nya tungkol sa bf/gf nya.
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Parang ang sarap sabihin na. “AKO NALANG. Hinding hindi kita sasaktan pramis yan.”
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Natatakot ka kasi baka ireject nya yung sinabi mo kaya habang umiiyak sya sa balikat mo tinatapik yung likod nya, tumulo nalang bigla yung luha mo.
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Tas ang maiisip mo sa sarili mo. “Ano ka ba *insert name here*, ang layo ng agwat nyong dalawa. Langit sya lupa ka lang.”
*reblogged from Torpe Blues

Thank you, Harry Potter for the 11 years, 8 movies, 7 books, 3 bestfriends, and one boy who lived and a genius author..

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I cried when she spoke and I saw her crying too..

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