AWKWARD.

It's already 12am and this post is about what happened 6 hours ago and what I felt that time. I will just retype here (in my blog! )what I already typed in my multimedia message in my cellphone since I thought it was the only way to ease my situation. 

Around 5:30 and 6:00pm of Saturday, August 21, 2011. Inside a Karaoke booth in WoF KCC:

Well, I'm writing this down in my cellphone but I'll gonna transfer it later in my blog (since I made a commitment to write a journal and include all the "eventful" events in my daily life). Awkward moment strikes again. I'm just currently left in a room with Rich and her bf. I think I wanna be invisible for a moment. I felt like I'm ruining their moment..sort of. That awkward feeling when your left in a room where a couple were  so sweet and just having a good time with each other and you just don't know what you'll do or if its better to for me to just leave the room and get some air or be simply invisible. Yes, that's what it is right now. I'm having that AWKWARD feeling. And to add it up, Mich is just having her moment too, dunno what she's up to but my instincts tells me its not good. What the heck! I should be enjoying this moment. But I'm feeling quite the opposite. Oh BTW, we're in a karaoke booth, where they sing songs that somehow express what they feel right now. I'm not sure but I'm getting a bit nervous. Whew! Am I at the wrong place at the wrong time? Well, I feel I am right now. Maybe I should have stayed a little bit longer at my granny's house where I could catch up on things that happening to them. 

I don't know for what I am hearing and seeing right now, they're singing what they feels. Damn! It's a crazy awkward feeling. Now, they're having a duet while I'm pretending to be texting just to take away this awkward feeling...well, I'll just smile =). I hope this awkward feeling will fade. I'm so stiff right now. I'm trying to loosen up a bit and just enjoy, have fun. 

Oh, strike 2! She's singing "Cool Off" by Yeng C (ohh btw, her show tonight was great.!! wohow!!)What's happening???! This strange feeling is getting more a bit stronger. It's like there's something going on with her yet I don't know what it is but I'm quite aware of it. I learned that it's better not to asks questions on certain  things. I may not asking questions but at least I'm still willing to listen whatever it is. Dang! I don't know how to express it or even put a word on it. There's only one word to describe what I'm feeling right now: AWKWARD. 

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*After my awkward moments, thankfully I get to loosen up and we started to enjoy each others company. And they get to hear my amazing voice for the first time, LOL. Here are some of our photos:

GoodNightandSweetDreams!!! =)