Growing up is never straightforward. There are moments when everything is fine and other moments, when you're uncertain and you realize that there are certain memories that you'll never get back as well as certain people that are going to change And the hardest part is realizing that there's nothing you can do except watch them and to realize that everything is going to change. I hate change. It always catch me off-guard. I'm not really good in adapting change. Sometimes, I found myself staring blankly at the horizon, thinking of the future, what lies ahead of my life. It scares me to admit to myself that I'm no longer a kid or teenager anymore. I'm now a grown up. Maybe I'm not yet a grown up (in the true sense of the word!) and maybe I'm just growing old, getting a year older year by year but not getting wiser. I know I still have so much to learn, to experience, to go through. So change may be a better way for me to learn and accept life's (sometimes harsh) reality. The past two years had been so difficult but I'm proud that I've gone through it and I'm still standing right now. It made me realize that life is not gonna give you a silver platter. Change is a constant change. It's inevitable. It made us human. Humans are the greatest of all race not because we are the smartest and the most intelligent, but we are the most in adapting change (whew, I learned that in my Job Analysis class!!). I'm not innocent anymore, but I'm still ignorant. I still have a long way to go. But, I'm getting there...
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